30 June 2008 - 22:06Slimmer Sarah Redux

It’s been a while…a long while. But I’ve thought about this blog often—like everyday. Kinda like an ex. I’d think “Oh yeah, I used to have a blog, I wonder how it’s been. Is it having a good time? Do people stop by and visit?” So thinking about my blog is almost like posting right? I get partial credit? The blogs feelings aren’t too hurt? Please don’t be mad blog–it’s me, not you.

Along with the thinking came the guilt about not posting. Not the usually weight loser (or not loser in this case) guilt, but the random Catholic guilt. Here I have this nice ol’ blog the boy bought me and I’m just wasting it. Ugh, can’t just not use a gift! So, here I am when I should be sleeping, appeasing my guilty conscience and kinda thinking about being healthy.

Here’s a little recap: April =Hospital Stay. May=Finals. June=Vacation. Hiatus=Slight gain. July=More school and the determination to get back on the healthy bandwagon.

The boy opened his own business which makes me a small business widow, which I think might have silver lining. I can go to the gym and comfort my lonely heart with the eleptical machine. Who needs a boy when you have fancy gym equipment to keep you company?

So I also have new goals: 1. Work out 100 times between now and the end of the year 2. Lose 40 pounds.

See, I’ve been thinking about you  blog. I got all these little things I’ve been meaning to tell you. You know, like when you talk to your best friend after a really long time and you have all these stories you just blurt out and then gasp for breath. Well there you go best blog friend! Until tomorrow!